Matilahnak. Lingkup.

Babi ah aku rasa aku lingkup doh, tak lama dah ni. Aku tak buat kerja lepas lepas lepastu skrg ni semua kena buat balik sebab memang kena buat pun. Cuak gila, dah lah banyak pulak tu lg lg printmaking. 

Inilah reality yang paling palat aku pernah lalui, sekolah pun tak macam ni woi. Of course lah, sekolah memang lagi okay pun. Aku sanggup je amik SPM banyak kali, entahlahnak rasa macam senang gila je. Sekarang baru nak cakap kan ? Hahaha. 

So subject Time Based dah berakhir petang tadi, it was predictable lah sebab aku pun memang dah siap, then bab bab illustratting and Photoshop-photoshop ni aku memang pro sejak umur 13 tahun. Cumanya masuk U ni advance sikit lah, Alhamdulillah aku ni fast learner jugak lah.

Ni next assessment ni aku dah tak boleh nak go, I pushed myself hard but it didn't work. Aku nak try siapkan drawing berukuran A1 catridge paper dengan menggunakan pensil, lukis Greatmaster Paul Cèzanne. Aku nak siapkan 40% pun jadi lah malam ni tapi berat gila nak buat, rasa ngantuk nak give up semua ada. 

Lepasni aku kena siapkan watercolor A2 tu pulak. Printmaking jangan cakap lah, haram. Sebab tu aku cakap aku lingkup ni. Mesti kaw kaw kena hentam dengan semua lecturer. Aku ni dah lah dah kena aim, bukan sebab apa pun. I'm too sassy for them. Okaylah, tak sabar nak balik rumah and aku tak rasa aku survive minggu last ni. Toodles. 

How my naps always went

10 Feb. 2015

It was like any other afternoon, I was taking a wonderful siesta. Not intentionally though. I guess I was way frazzled. I fell asleep on Lin's bed (my rommate) and drowned into a sleep paralysis. It was unusually cold. Well, the room has been chilly all the time but at that moment, it was colder. I wrapped myself in a blanket in the middle of afternoon. It was around 1PM. 

My pitiful soul left my body and teleported me to a decent shower room. The image displayed from my dream cloud was rather faintly, I can only thought it was a memory of the time when I visited UiTM Tapah. So, I assumed it is from there. Never ask why, my soul was just casually traveling.  I was taking a shower and thought it was real. 

The second place took in my hostel room. Back to the place where I basically catnapping like a mew mew. Surmising my poor pale soul returned to this sick body and start dreading to the core. A bothersome gesture happened to crawl on my skin. I felt a kid was beside me, laying down. Feels so creepy but to be positive, it could be a memory from home. The times where Ari always who was the one who wants to sleep bilik Kakak. 

In a few seconds, my alarm I set for Time Based lesson, throbbed my eardrum and I knew I will be late if I don't get up immediately at that moment. I still can't move. That's the worst part when SP decided to attack you. 

Another indecisive action of mine, I tried unplugging the charger from my cellphone. It's so strange of why I did that because I didn't even charge my phone at the first place. My hands reflex a sense, apparently my phone was boiling hot, like a kettle. 

That's when my last phase was ending. I was quite aware I was awake, only I was incapable of moving my organs. My view stuck, pausing at an image of my room door. It lasted only for awhile until Lin returned. SNAP ! I suddenly can move freely just in a sec. 

Then I realized how pathetic I sound in this story. The end.