sa wa dee

Things are getting better now. What I want or wish slowly happens. Although its not as much but I'm really thankful that things are getting different and shits reducing. I was supposed to meet him today but I'm really confused because I don't know I still can meet him like nothing's happen. It takes time to make decision, it's quite hard though. I decided not to meet him today because it was too late, I might go back home at night. There is always next time :) Well, I don't regret. In fact, deep down inside my heart, I can't bare to meet him as a friend. but I want to see him, it's been a long time you know. Nevermind, keep calm and listen to Blink-182.